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[Jul. 10th, 2007|02:39 am] |
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He was telling me that we re all friends now, not just temporary ones or the people you hangout with when you re real friends aren t there.
I didn t expect him to say that but im happy he did because i didn t say goodbye i said see you soon. It hasn t sunk in yet that i may never see my friends again because i still have the stomach to laugh about all things we ve gone through in a week. In time, it ll hurt to think about everything that took place knowing that it will never happen again. I always found comfort with the thought that there s next year to look forward to. I can t believe we re continents apart. I can t believe the 3 years are up.
i want to post pictures but i can t find the fuckin usb
JIHAN i miss youssss so much. roar! |
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[Aug. 7th, 2006|07:00 pm] |
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| | erasure- give a little respect | ] |
I hate how fast a year seems to be and how short a day actually is but feels much longer. So long that you re trapped in a sleepy lull like when you ve popped a v and downed your last beer. Its worse i think, and i know you know it. Its days when everything s stagnant, and i don t mean peaceful or relaxing. I mean as stagnant and as irritating as the buzzing sound of silence. I don t how it happens to be this slow but the next thing you know two weeks have passed and you need to cut your toenails. Time is definitely screwing us over wasting us instead.
I wish i could cut through, come back and sew the holes with patches because Im not moving any forward but the years definitely are.
Im not saying im old, im saying im not young.
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[Jul. 20th, 2006|07:01 pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
MIA
LAWS
LIMCAOCO
MONS
AND ALL YOU JULY-EERS!!!!!
i haven t applied to any college yet.....damn damn damn! and everyone s already starting to submit applications!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Jun. 24th, 2006|10:41 am] |
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| | the strokes- razor blade | ] |
IM BACK back back BACK bACk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i absolutely hate it.. had the worst week ...err three days! ano ba yan! and my brain my brain it doesn t work it doesn t work at all!!!!!!!
i mean it really is in many many ways ...sabaw
okay ... start over over over! this is the freshest start and the teachers don t know me yet! so they don t bug me at all!!!!!!!!! lets keep it that way forever!
this is the math-iest year! |
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[Jun. 20th, 2006|12:28 am] |
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| | baby's on fire- brian eno | ] |
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[Jun. 19th, 2006|03:16 am] |
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| | Do Ya- The Owls | ] |
reading lj entries. normal. very normal...then i realize that people seem to have organized their entries into three main fragments FRIDAY SATURDAY SUNDAY ....the weekend.
i guess its really 'back to school'....when we inanately savor these three days and calculate when the next weekend would fly by. gah, but that s obviously not the case with me, because i can t even remember friday..i mean ..i actually have to try...and i haven t gone to school .. this invariably means that my mindset is still deeply programmed into summer, where-it-doesnt-matter-what-day-it-is-what-happened-because-right-now-nothing-relevant-really-does or simply put no stress no pressure. of course, for some people its the opposite and for others its this state is perpetual. oh, i don t think that made much sense...but i guess i may still be excused. haha!
anyhow...i was thinking, that i don t really remember the things i learned last year... although everything is familiar, the things i CLEARLY and starkly remember the most are those things i learned by myself. and the only reason why i chance upon these things i learn outside school is because im interested. now, this makes me feel apprehensive for all those college exams, because i certainly didn t give a rat s ass about anything, although there was the stuff about the world wars which i really enjoyed, i don t remember because i didn t pick all that up from myself! i mean i remember things because in the main, i am interested and also because of the circumstance of which i learned the shit from. i mean there is nothing definable about learning things in school! its fucking routinary, i can t distinguish anything....
so there, this means i have to study, rather review, but for math ..study. ready set go!
wala lang, i was filling in those up app forms...i had a hard time choosing the courses! and i haven t even chosen anything yet...
*very random thought : i really love it when people sign their names in after writing in their journal because sometimes i don t even know who s journal im reading .....tas minsan pare pareho pa mga memories niyo!
so..
-stick |
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[Jun. 16th, 2006|02:33 am] |
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| | comfortably numb- pink floyd | ] |
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[Jun. 14th, 2006|02:57 am] |
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| | ode to divorce- regina spektor | ] |
i honestly honestly don t want to go back.
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i hope i can survive
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[Jun. 12th, 2006|12:35 pm] |
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| | lamb- gorecki | ] |
damn, i checked my lj and i realized that i decided to write whatever i was up to this summer ... but i haven t done that! just once and it wasn t even interesting! and summer is 'over'....
well anyway..next time.
yknow what , i woke up today and i felt this slight little pain on my forehead...and i was like shit im gona get a huge ass zit !!!! then i checked and it was a bruise ...well i guess since its on my forehead .. its a 'bukol' ..
yea i got it from an inebrieted game of "pass the ice" or whatever jayc and hukom said. AND THEY HIT MY HEAD! TWICE! .. i mean i was sober but stupid enough not to catch it... and these weren t little ice cubes they were ICE CHUNKS!
My Six Weird Habits
1. I only go to sleep when i hear/see my maid starting to cook which is at around 5 to 6 am
2. In school, i usually go around bare-foot..with socks and sometimes without.. i have thick socks
3. When given a piece of paper to doodle on i trace my hands and the hands of whoever s beside me
4. when i go to starbucks i usually only drink their milk and their water, occasionally id by a cookie which HAS to be heated
5. it takes 2 hours for me to cut my nails
6. i can t listen when people are giving directions
wow..i guess im not that weird! tagged by mikes |
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[Jun. 6th, 2006|03:49 am] |
so i went to the bathroom to take a piss and all then i decided..well why not take a bath!???
so i did..yknow.. but then i randomly glanced at my watch 06-06-06 at 3:00 am!
i was scared for about 10 minutes...then i watied for 3:15 para mas nakakatakot, but then i realized there was nothing freaky about 3:15...so i just showered. |
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[May. 30th, 2006|02:40 pm] |
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| | plus 44- no it isn t | ] |
List ten musical artists that you like, and then go answer the questions.
1. sparta
2. glassjaw
3. flee the seen
4. n.e.r.d
5. emery
6. the clash
7. babyshambles
8. the hush sound
9. brazil
10. be your own pet
What was the first song you ever heard by 6? should i stay or should i go
What is your favourite album of 8? Green Album
What is your favourite lyric that 5 has sung? "its like a pencil with erasers on both ends........."
How many times have you seen 4 live? NEVER
What's your favourite song of 7? bell et la bete
What is a good memory you have concerning the music of 10? last day of school..i was singing it the whole day
Is there a song of 3 that makes you sad? no...its not bright eyes
What is your favourite lyric that 2 has sung? "don t trust a man who s a governer"
What is your favourite song by 9? aventine
How did you get into 3? purevolume! haha
What was the first song you heard by 1? collapse
What's your favourite song by 4? breakout
How many times have you seen 9 live? never ever
What is a good memory you have concerning 2? i was in the car then i heard the band s name..wala i don tknow..i think that s just a memory tho
Is there a song of 8 that makes you sad? none, they re pretty trippy
What is your favourite song of 1? glasshouse tarrot |
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[May. 29th, 2006|01:40 am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRICKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my back hurts like a mother, im gonna stop slouching...
well, anyway......i wish i were more thoughtful...yknow?
i think im pretty selfish...or rather apathetic.
i hope you thoughtful people can help me become more thoughtful, because i think that it would be a nice thing to learn....and to sit up straight.
i love salad |
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[May. 27th, 2006|01:03 am] |
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yesterday my mom and i were freaking out cause we found out that louie and miggy have
kuto
kuto
KUTO !!!
okay, i ve probably been telling everyone i ve seen/talk to about this..im sorry! but i can t believe it! stinky non-bathing little fucks! if people are scared of roaches, spirits, maggots or clowns..this is my fear......
i can t believe i ve been LIVING with these kids. its the most lice i ve ever seen in my life, it was a damn circus.
okay, so the plan is :shave louie and miggy s heads while they re asleep.
im clean by the way, don t worry. my other brother doesn t give a damn! how can you not? but then i saw him, he slept beside miggy or something but his head was by miggy s feet ! HAHAHAHA got paranoid rin pala... |
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[May. 22nd, 2006|12:48 pm] |
okay, god .. i want to burn down an establishment. Not the government, fuckers ... just a building or even a sari-sari store. if i enjoy burning paper, cockroaches and old school books then a building might just be a great idea. Oh.... im not going to burn down the faculty of course...im not an idiot.
id do the whole school . and then we d enjoy our summer...
but then yknow our school might send us to T. paez and we might get caught in a month-long SLA or something.
okay here, im going to sneak in the kitchen...all the kitchens then let out all the gas of the LPG s (yknow those little blue cylinder things that they use to cook with) then ill cook bacon and leave.
fire + gas = the end// my friend
im not angry..just amused. im alone at home today, suddenly everyone s gone. i mean i find that hard to believe when we re so plenty in this house most of the time, now im like half naked cause its so hot and no one even knows. |
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[May. 13th, 2006|02:05 pm] |
wow i haven t updated in here in a while.
Well, what ve i been up to? i don t know..i don t really remember where i ve gone. Everything s been a mix of fast and slow, its kinda confusing. Especially since im not really doing anything, like takin up classes and stuff like that hahha weird.
I was talking to Binky yesterday, and i she really made me feel better even if i wasn t even feeling bad at all. I realized we re kinda the same in many ways but im a little more screwed up and i need a little fixing hahaha we also like things fast because when everything s to slow we feel useless, except that i truly am useless hahaha thanks binky! you made me real happy! i hope i didn t make you feel weird by my sentiments about uh......yea!
now, you make alot of sense.
Anyway, i lost my cellphone..again
i ve lost about 4 cellphones already........one that wasn t even mine! and two that were supposed to replace the one i lost before i get a new one. I can t believe it!!!!!!! i never got a new one. and my house ran out of extra phones. i hadn t even memorized my number and now its gone. |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2006|09:08 pm] |
sounds interesting......for the bums
10 FIRSTS
first best friend(s): alyssa and berns (ithink)
first screen name: stickalicious
first pet name: biankikay >>> how gay isat?
first piercing: ears
first crush: haha one of those sacristans
first school: wee care >>>> it s for 'special' kids
first house location: lantana st cubao i think
first kiss: virgin lips ..oh yea
first car: never gonna happen
9 LASTS
last time you smoked: iont know
last food you ate: tinola
last car ride: this afternoon
last movie you watched: ohman, who knowss?
last phone call: not sure, but not today
last CD you listened to: updharmadown..
last song you listened to: the string quartet tribute songs
8 HAVE-YOU-EVERS
dated a best friend: nah
been arrested: naw
been on TV: naw
eaten sushi: yea
cheated on your BF/GF: naaaw
been on a blind date: those are for ugly people
been out of the country: yeaa
been in love: no
7 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1. shorts
2. shirt
3. underwear
4. watch
5. anklet
6. ponytail
7. that vote for keena ribbon
6 THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY
1. school
2. eat
3. snack
4. tv
5. computer
6. read
5 FAVORITE THINGS
1. uh my anklet
2. wallet..not cos of the money
3. bag that i bring around everywhere
4. computer
5. watch
4 PEOPLE YOU TRUST THE MOST
1. limcaoco
2. vazquez
3. laws
4. alejo
3 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. arson
2. move on to anotha corda
3. be a happy one
2 CHOICES
vanilla or chocolate: chocolate...
hugs or kisses: same thing.
1 PERSON YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW?
jason |
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[Feb. 18th, 2006|11:42 am] |
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ohman
pray for my poppa! |
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[Feb. 15th, 2006|07:34 pm] |
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| | zero seven | ] |
every time i meet someone new, i always get "why stick?"
what a wonderful conversational piece...
and i ve heard it 840928454+++++ times
im never answering that question again
fuckers
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i wish that cosmic forces drove us and that energy is a mystic white blob of flourescence swimming invisibly over our heads. that way, i wouldn t have to bother with heaven or hell...or anything at all because when i die id probably float around as purposeless as my theorizied image of energy.
itd be better like that because life wouldn t be asking us of anything...we wouldn t be held responsible for its fulfillment or purpose.
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[Jan. 25th, 2006|08:45 pm] |
if i had the time to write POM s id write this, i think
halfway through readin lit, and a far cry from studying chem louie showed me his award!
he s the Most Courteous in class
im so proud
i hope he ll always be the most courteous boy |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2006|03:35 am] |
oh there are all to many thoughts dancing in my head, and it s almost 4oo am and i have school tomorrow... it s quite a good thing i don t live in caloocan or antipolo, because that would mean i would have to get up in less that an hour.
i can t believe im up this late. And my pathetic excuse is because don t want to part with this break it was the BEST EVER (haha). Actually and quite frankly, it was because if i wasn t out saying or doing foolish things, i would be home...doing what you would need not a brain to accomplish. It was a simple lifestyle devoid of academics that had strangled me every waking moment. If i can t have fun with other people, i stay home and amuse myself, battle boredom. Thus, such evil and life-consuming things namely, boredom, discontentment and depression never surfaced.
I hope you had an eqaully wonderful time because then we can gloat about it together, and say that 'yea, we made the most out of our time'. well, of course not entirely because i haven t done a single thing for school and i shall be condemned with you-had-two-weeks-to-do-this and the silent curses buried in our teacher's minds.
and i yet i am not worried the slightest bit, not pressured as i usually am. i feel to reckless to care but then of course, i really do care. oh im to lazy, yes that is what i am. Spoiled by the two weeks generously given to us. My excuse of course, for such conduct is that i am on Break Mode.
Well, thank god im starting to fall asleep........ i know exactly however my fate tomorrow. i will be late or will not even go to schoool because i forgot to tell our maids i had classes and because i did not wake up in time. I will receive no punishment save for the natural consquences that would follow.
see you all! happy new year! |
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